this space is like a best friend i never had. how long i ditch, i'm still accepted, in any possible condition.
how's everything? everything's gonna be alright.
i shall leak bit by bit. i don't need another omen.
jinxing is what i do best, but never i have protest.
you, probably the silver lining, are. but i don't wanna jinx it.
for now, perfect stranger you shall remain.
remain and never restrain.
constant pain, mums the pain.
it's 4 in the morning and i am googling "in love with a much older man".
cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life.
after the recent breakthrough, i find it appalling.
getting hitched and having a newborn, doesn't begin to overwrite my new-found discovery.
this might just be the marlboro menthols on top?
beats me but i am putting in a generous spectrum of faith on this one. easily arranged, i could feel it in my blood - something is off, i couldn't tap a finger let alone a slam on it.
it has been said, what needed to be said. mere verbal articulations without concrete evidence, i cannot succumb to. it backfires. similar to the milky way, i can never be so sure.
a perpetual imbalanced bipolar.
today, i finally heard him say my name -
loud and clear.
and today also, aku salam cium tangan dia.
betapa ku cinta pada mu.. semoga kau dan aku akhirnya bersama..
" because Virgo is the romantic sign for Taurus, the two of you will share lots of sexual pleasure — this relationship can work long term. this is an area that can make up for any other weaknesses in your relationship, as it will be satisfying for both of you.
most Virgos will be attractive to you, and vice versa. those born between 13 september and 22 september will echo your ideals and desires quite strongly. your karmic sense is strong with these Virgos — you feel you’ve met or known each other before. "
squinting through his perspective, i'm quite imaginative.
" i will love you forever, handsome singer.
even if i'm married to someone else and have 10 kids.
good morning, baby.
i'm dying in my sleep with Led Zeppelin. "
that was from tipsy. the inner soul wants to be heard and it has spoken.
i figured there was surely a black magic sprinkle over those verses.
it was sweet. no obligations. i'm free.